I'm not sure I should do number 15. I mean I've apologized to them so many times in the past and I think they would be kinda pissed to hear yet another apology. I haven't spoken to either of them since June, but I feel like I need to apologize for being a crappy friend, and let them know I truly am sorry. But of course I don't wish to be friends again, because hell no, and I now have trust issues. Not particularly because of them, but yeah.
(And I don't really know if I should, but I want to apologize to Roger for being such an awful friend, as well as girlfriend. I truly do hope he finds someone a hell of a lot better.)
(Seriously, no sarcasm intended in any of this.)
I would really like to write to them, but I don't know if I should risk it. What if it backfires and I'm basically told to leave them alone, but with more colorful language. What then...? I could change number 15, or I could stop fearing it. Which actually brings me to number 8. Say yes to or do something that scares me. This could be part of two of the things on my list. Or should I keep them separate and do number 8 another time?
Let me know what you think I should do and why.
(Though nobody really reads the blog, I still want to ask the non existent readers. Perhaps in time people may actually read it. Maybe.)
On an unrelated note, the time it says I post is completely wrong and I am too lazy to change it every time.
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